Friday, November 7, 2008

self-destruct

I think I went a bit nutty last week. Various on-going irritations and other hormonal imbalances moulded themselves into one huge scary giant wine-fuelled Angry Zuzula at the weekend. Like a human hurricane I lashed out at the world and was surprised by how much it took before the world hit back. It’s not fair to test those limits. I don’t know why I do it. Well – maybe I do. Sometimes it feels like the only option. But it’s no excuse.

Anyway, I haven’t had a drink since. I think it might be wise to let the dust settle for a bit. But oh my – not drinking! What a revelation. I feel so much more alert, more active, more energetic. I’m eating less, my skin is better… it’s amazing. As I said to my lovely blogger friend Confuddled today, I am concerned that this new healthy lifestyle might just stick. How utterly ridiculous.

In other news – tomorrow morning I am having breakfast with Peas on Toast! I have no idea why she’s here, but she is… so it is my duty as a Brit to treat her to a good old fashioned English fry up in the best greasy spoon cafe in London. Mmmm. Bacon…

10 comments:

Being Brazen said...

Keep up the healthy living :)

The Divine Miss M said...

OOO CAN I COME!??!!?!?

The Divine Miss M said...

Oh damn. Just realised it was today :(

zuzula said...

brazen - will try!

Ms M - oh... so sorry, just seen this :( we can do breakfast some time if you like!

Confuddled said...

Don't worry. I feel confident that the healthy lifestyle won't stick. That's like J-Ro giving up beer and football. utterly impossible!

x C

The Divine Miss M said...

Can we???? :)

Peas on Toast said...

Ah Zu, the fry up was EXACTLY what the doctor whoredered. I loved seeing you, and chin up - I have ultimate faith it's all going to be ok.

Here's to July. Can't WAIT! XXX

zuzula said...

confuddled - hmm i fear you're probably right!

Ms M - of course we can!

Peas - was marvellous as ever. Am on the case with SA too ;)

Miss Em said...

Awesome! Do you take all random bloggers who land in London out for brekkie? I heart bacon :)

zuzula said...

Miss Em - hah I should do. And I should also become a shareholder in my local caff! ;)